Veterans Day is a very special day of
the year. It is has a grounded place in my heart as well. My
military service is vague to most people who know me. This article
will serve as a clarification or history of my own brief military
service.
My friend, Chris, and I left our homes
when we were seventeen. Both disturbed by the pressures of the world
and youth in general. We got ourselves an apartment and barely
survived our Senior year of High School there. I admired Chris
because he was more grounded and much more sure of his future. He
wanted to be a doctor and I all but gave up on any kind of a future
for myself.
I remember approaching Sergeant Trumble
in our High School commons area. She was a recruiter representing
the United States Army. Knowing my own personal plight it didn't
take me long to put the pen to the paper. “Officially” the buddy
program no longer existed but the option was there to get an
automatic promotion to E2 status if we get another signed up. Chris
wanted to be a doctor yet neither one of us had any money. Allured
by the prospect of having paid education through military service
Chris saw the wisdom in the decision and signed up as well.
Both of us officially entered the
military under DEP on October 25, 1990. DEP stands for Delayed
Enlistment Program. Both of us mid-termed our Senior year and
shipped off to Basic Training at Fort Benning, Georgia on January 18,
1991.
At this time Iraq had already invaded
Kuwait and tensions were high. While at boot camp we met occasion
when our platoon was brought together. It was announced to us that
we were now at war with Iraq. I remember watching the missiles light
up the skies over Baghdad on CNN. I remember Drill Sergeant Davies
telling us that we will be going over there. I was actually grateful
for that news.
Anyhow, I never made it there. Not
only did Desert Storm offer brief headlines but I also suffered a
medical problem during training. Outside of what's commonly known as
the “gas chamber” I fell down into an epileptic seizure. A
condition unbeknownst to me I was completely bewildered when I
briefly became conscious on the medivac helicopter. Drill Sergeant
Raleigh said the epic words that would help define my future. “Son,
you had a seizure.” All went fade to black after that until I
awoke in the base hospital.
I was medically discharged March 5,
1991 from the United States Army. The entire incident left a big
hole in my life and soul for many years. It took quite some time to
realize the direction what Higher Power had in store for me. I left
the base with $900 in my pocket and no firm direction. I could've
gone anywhere and just disappeared. I'm grateful that the stronger
power brought me back to the Midwest.
There are those who consider me a part
of the brotherhood of military who have served. I do not and cannot
since I didn't serve in the capacity I intended to serve originally.
Back in 2007 or so I did inquire at the Shenandoah National Guard
Armory about reenlisting. However, knowing what my discharge status
was from 1991 I knew that I was ineligible for such an honor. Even
today just as in Desert Storm I watch servicemen come and go to
active tour and a part of my heart goes with them. Though not enough
I hope it will serve as much for the time being.
To this day I remain a patriot loyal
and true. Though unable to serve militarily I have helped in other
capacities. In the past I have helped organize efforts to assemble
and ship school kits for Iraqi children. Perhaps to serve here at
home and abroad in other capacities is the direction I was intended
to take. I believe that America and those who defend it have a
divine protection and foundation that qualifies them for greatness if
worthy. I believe this country and it's military have a high
standard to uphold. To be an example of liberty and personal
conviction is an inherent duty and responsibility of a service
member. The fruits of freedom in the eyes of those who don't have it
demonstrate the potential of man. This is the example that propels
them to greatness. It's the heart of a volunteer! It's that same
heart that triumphed the first responders at 9/11 and it's the same
heart that sets men free of tyrant leaders around the globe.
We are America!
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